a trip down nostalgia lane

It's 1 and im blogging because I need an outlet to speak my mind so I can get back to studying. I rarely expose my inner thoughts on something as guarded as this to the public so here goes. I feel like im about to strip naked and bare it all.

I cant help to think someday i'll be forgotten by the ones who impacted my life the most. Affinity decreases in time when one's miles away from the other, and I have to accept that no matter how long it takes. I know eventually there will be someone better, smarter, prettier, to replace me (if i ever did play a significant role in your life at all, this i dont know). If only that could apply to me too but unfortunately my heart has a mind of its own and it doesnt want to let you go or let anyone in.

Deep down inside, I despised getting to know you, for because of that i cant seem to stop thinking about you. It's like you're this annoying fly buzzing around my head, invading my thoughts whenever tickles your fancy and totally diverting them to all that you are. It's like you're dancing around my head, leaving trails of memories for me to reminisce on. I often find myself smiling whenever you pop up in my head, which trust me, happens frequently. Most things tend to lead back to you somehow. Or maybe im just finding a reason to link everything to you. I dont know.

You're a major influence to me and the more i unintentionally find out about you the more I fall for you. ARGGHHH! this is soo frustrating! I block you on MSN because i think that's the only way for me to get over you and move on with my freaking life without having to think about you at all. I DONT want you to pop in my head every 5 mins but at the same time I do because you're what makes me smile.

This is getting out of hand, I compare every guy who has the guts to ask me out to you and once again such audacity is put to waste. None of them is ever good enough.

I know im not worth the wait but as hard as it is for me to say this, at this point I doubt my feelings for you would change, not even with time. If I think of you constantly, does that mean I'm falling for you? My mind says go away! My heart says stay. I guess this is what happens when the heart and mind collides.

Reminiscing about the past spent with you is like my 'happy place'. It's like reminiscing is my way of escaping reality. Can one actually escape reality or live by feeding on mere memories and still stay sane? Doubt it.

Btw this is greatly exaggerated.

stupefied O.O

O.O. my brother (an extreme game freak who cares only for his beloved games and me at times)asked if he could bake something with me today O.O Yup I was bemused but at the same time my heart melted like wax before a fire.

so there :)

Just look at his face, pure delight!

I felt this a blog worthy post :) I love you baby brother

Blogging Hiatus

Why?No inspiration whatsoever.

Eventhough I'm having a shitty day I still take lively and cordial interest in your affairs so please be totally inconsiderate and tell me how bad your day is too. That way we can share our misery together over a hot cup of mocha :)

I find the map and draw a straight line

Over rivers, farms, and state lines

The distance from 'A' to where you'd be

It's only finger-lengths that I see

I touch the place where I'd find your face

My fingers in creases of distant dark places

I hang my coat up in the first bar

There is no peace that I've found so far

The laughter penetrates my silence

As drunken men find flaws in science

Their words mostly noises

Ghosts with just voices

Your words in my memory

Are like music to me

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I'm miles from where you are,

I lay down on the cold ground

And I, I pray that something picks me up and sets me down in your warm arms.

:)

my love for my mum's as big as the ocean! :D

....i know it's not officially mother's day yet but we just couldnt wait! the cake was right there! yes very tempting. I LOVE YOU MOTHER DEAREST!

most AWESOMEST mother in the world. it's a fact :D

I made that :)

hehe. he's soo cute like a chipmunk.

This isnt a mother's day post. My mum deserves more than a few made-up-on-the-spot-heartfelt-words.

LOVE YOUR MOTHER!

one can never compare a mother's love for her child to anything.

true that :)

P.S. I Love You

.....if you're into chick flicks or simply wanting a good cry, watch P.S. I Love You! One of the best romance since titanic. It's the kinda heartfelt film which makes you bawl your eyes out then lifts you up with a burst of comedy (phoebe from friends is in it) only to slap you with a heart breaking flashback. Everyone ( including GUYS ) needs a little release every now and then followed by a big slice of cheesecake :D Yes let out those masculine tears! It also makes you feel all warm and happy inside...kinda like hot cocoa! Plus a part of it was shot in IRELAND! :D which means...........irish lads with 'oirish' accents! ;) Ahh I've always favoured the 'oirish' accent ever since The Last King Of Scotland. This would'nt be my fav but it defs make my top 10 chick flicks.

One day I'm gonna take a trip to Ireland with my girlies in search for irish men ;)

if you're gonna rent this movie, might as well get moulin rouge :)

what's wrong? and what's right?

What's on Serene's mind today?

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Our moral values are slowly fading away. Morality will change and be applied based upon the self interest of the person thus morals would be based on opinions. So right or wrong would be just someone’s opinion and may or may not be acceptable to anyone else. Which means we are living a moral code based upon opinions.

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You see, since we're created in God's image, we have a built in 'moral compass' if we would only use it. That should be the absolute reference point for all of us.

There must be an absolute right or we would not have any way of knowing that anything is ever wrong! Therefore, this moral law/sense of right and wrong must come from an absolute lawgiver – God. Therefore we must learn to listen and follow God and that moral compass God has programmed within us in order to do whats right. Right?

anyways ta!

imma pink fluffy bunny

Today was awesome. That's it. I dont know what to blog about.

MY COOKIE FELL INTO MY MILO! I've gotta go get a spoon.

brb.

Okay :D Cookie saved!

TALKING CANDY?! sooo worth the money :D

mini sofa for your mini.....hamsters?

nah jewelry box D:


haha. i like trying on stuff at cheap asian shops.




because chinese fans makes us feel a tad bit more of a chinese.


with that hat. pfft i could pass off as one of britney's backup dancers :D

she kisses random teddies in asian shops.....im related to her :D

why on earth would someone want that?

i dont know her....
it's microwaveable! and we all know microwaveable toys are rad.

imma go now.

I CAN FINALLY CHANGE MY FONT AND COLOUR!

me and blogger made up :D