Hello, you.

I made microwave chocolate cake today which didn't turn out quite like I hoped it would. Right, I shall go now, to bed, my heated bed with my new purple sheets, and butterfly print pillowcases. I make going to bed sound sooo exciting.

I find a bar of chocolate at the end of any rainbow

I'm a girl who gives off a friend-only vibe. Why? Relationships are too confusing.

One day I'll change this into a food blog :D I'm no good with blogging my opinions and feelings anyway. It might be because I'm a pretty guarded person considering that this is the internet and I've got people from other countries reading my blog. I don't think my blog's even worth your time. I'm no beauty nor an Einstein. Quite the contrary actually. I like most things to remain private. Some (most) of the things I say arent 100% heartfelt. Example, I'm not really in love with Channing Tatum. I just think he's hot along with every other female surfacing this planet. So really, why read something you already know isnt 100% true.

On the contrary, my PASSION is FOOD so yes every word written on this blog would be tummyfelt, oops i meant heartfelt. I get that glint in my eye similar to ones little kids get on Christmas morning whenever I see, smell, think, hear or feel food. When I say hear I mean the solid snap when you break chocolate. The more quantity of cocoa and the better the tempering, the louder the snap would be and the louder the snap the better the chocolate. Chocolate isn't meant to be eaten when one's distracted. To fully appreciate the aphrodisiac properties of chocolate you're gonna have to engage all your senses. Oh look! I'm already excited. Okay I'll leave that to when I actually start this food blog :D


Its not denial. I'm just really selective about the reality I accept.

FIFAAAA, Aussie vs Germany

Watch it! 4.30 am :) and I trust all you Australians are gonna stay loyal to your country by barracking for your own flippin country....unlike heng.

HengTuanzzzzz =Þ Sleepies taim after 26 hours =P says (10:33 PM):
isnt that a good thing?
Serene says (10:34 PM):
is what?
HengTuanzzzzz =Þ Sleepies taim after 26 hours =P says (10:34 PM):
a job
at
Serene says (10:34 PM):
you barracking for the opposing team?!
HengTuanzzzzz =Þ Sleepies taim after 26 hours =P says (10:34 PM):
a french pastisserie
and yes
im barracking for germany
xD

There proof. I cant believe you're gonna betray the country you're currently stepping foot on!

My mom just called me chubby. That's it I'm dieting.

The Deepest Passion, Obsession, Despair

I pray one prayer, I repeat it till my tongue stiffens.

Catherine Earnshaw, may you not rest as long as I am living!

You say I killed you,

Haunt me, then!

Be with me always,

Take any form, drive me mad,

only do not leave me in this abyss,

where i cannot find you!

I cannot live without my life.

I cannot live without my soul.

I tried to leave you.

Your love holds me here.

Now if you mean to be indifferent to me at least do me the favor of releasing me.

~Wuthering Heights

a trip down nostalgia lane

It's 1 and im blogging because I need an outlet to speak my mind so I can get back to studying. I rarely expose my inner thoughts on something as guarded as this to the public so here goes. I feel like im about to strip naked and bare it all.

I cant help to think someday i'll be forgotten by the ones who impacted my life the most. Affinity decreases in time when one's miles away from the other, and I have to accept that no matter how long it takes. I know eventually there will be someone better, smarter, prettier, to replace me (if i ever did play a significant role in your life at all, this i dont know). If only that could apply to me too but unfortunately my heart has a mind of its own and it doesnt want to let you go or let anyone in.

Deep down inside, I despised getting to know you, for because of that i cant seem to stop thinking about you. It's like you're this annoying fly buzzing around my head, invading my thoughts whenever tickles your fancy and totally diverting them to all that you are. It's like you're dancing around my head, leaving trails of memories for me to reminisce on. I often find myself smiling whenever you pop up in my head, which trust me, happens frequently. Most things tend to lead back to you somehow. Or maybe im just finding a reason to link everything to you. I dont know.

You're a major influence to me and the more i unintentionally find out about you the more I fall for you. ARGGHHH! this is soo frustrating! I block you on MSN because i think that's the only way for me to get over you and move on with my freaking life without having to think about you at all. I DONT want you to pop in my head every 5 mins but at the same time I do because you're what makes me smile.

This is getting out of hand, I compare every guy who has the guts to ask me out to you and once again such audacity is put to waste. None of them is ever good enough.

I know im not worth the wait but as hard as it is for me to say this, at this point I doubt my feelings for you would change, not even with time. If I think of you constantly, does that mean I'm falling for you? My mind says go away! My heart says stay. I guess this is what happens when the heart and mind collides.

Reminiscing about the past spent with you is like my 'happy place'. It's like reminiscing is my way of escaping reality. Can one actually escape reality or live by feeding on mere memories and still stay sane? Doubt it.

Btw this is greatly exaggerated.

stupefied O.O

O.O. my brother (an extreme game freak who cares only for his beloved games and me at times)asked if he could bake something with me today O.O Yup I was bemused but at the same time my heart melted like wax before a fire.

so there :)

Just look at his face, pure delight!

I felt this a blog worthy post :) I love you baby brother